Unfortunately, this journal will no longer be in use and for a very simple reason: there are people there (and here on DA) who misuse the information that has been so generously provided by the user. They take advantage of the little details about the blogger and *follow* them, up to the point where they know all the websites the blogger has joined outside LJ. These people are called STALKERS.

So, yes, I'm stopping this journal because of one lame-ass, spineless, eerie, disgusting and shameless stalker. You know who you are.

If you don't, well, you're in for the big one: LUX AETERNA or Sothi, whichever name you choose to be addressed. (Note: he has an account in DA, but I've blocked him; he also comments very often in the site above) This has gone on for too long. First, you stalk me in tuition 3 years ago, then that's not enough, you somehow got my phone number and called me well into the night. After that, you bloody GOOGLED my name and joined all the websites that I did in order to talk to me. You still persisted by texting me via sms, even though I had no idea how on earth you acquired my mobile number. Even today, you keep texting me. And if that isn't bad enough, you tried following me here, in LJ, going by the psedonym Lux Aeterna and commenting frequently on my artwork and essays. C'mon, who are you trying to fool? I knew there was something fishy about you the moment you started overly-praising my artwork.

The most recent thing you've done is get to my Skype account. And NO ONE but family and close friends know about it. How the HELL did you find it out, huh? Oh wait... you're a stalker, aren't you? I guess that's what you do. I can't expect you to NOT know anything about me.

I thought you were a nice person to begin with, maybe just someone who wanted to get to know me, so I cut you some slack. But, oh no... did things dive downwhill from there. You ruined one chance after another with your utter stupidity and tactless ways, bombarding me with all sorts of bizarre questions, left and right. Seriously, I have never seen anyone as desperate and as idiotic as you.

Oh wait, now I can't call you an idiot, because that'll be an insult to all idiotic people out there.

I'm not angry... oh, God, NO. I just feel sorry for the likes of you, people who have got NO LIFE. That's the saddest part. Can't you just take a hint that when a girl doesn't like you, you have to just DROP IT? I haven't only HINTED at it more than once, I've bloody spelled it out for you. Don't you get it, dolt? What, am I speaking Greek to you? Do you want me to sing it to you next?

This has gone on for far too long. It's been almost 3 years. You don't give up, do you, you creep? But  just so you know, I still have your phone number, I know where you live, and if you try anything funny, I'll personally beat the shit out of you. If you attempt to make contact with me ONE MORE TIME, the police will be knocking on your door.

Just try, Sothi. Just try.